Maybe I am eating disorderd. I'm weird about food. I LIKE FOOD. Here is an example of the problem I have with eating. Two summers ago I decided I loved a certain brand of salsa. I ate salsa for lunch EVERY DAY for about eight months. Note, that was not salsa "with" lunch, but salsa "for" lunch. That same summer I had toast and yogurt with berries for breakfast. EVERY DAY. When I decide I like a food, I can eat it day after day after day. This only becomes a problem if the food happens to be Wendy's Frosty sized medium every day for lunch, which it almost did before I pulled the plug on myself after gaining about six pounds. What is even weirder is that when I get my fill of the thing finally, I may not want it for a very long time, or ever again. Maybe my body is craving something it needs and that is how I get it?
LSEGH insists we eat food. You know, like roast beef, and fresh green beans, and cucumbers. I do like those things. Beef in small amounts, and beans and cucumbers I do like very much (not in the weird way though). So anyway...making progress on the weight loss thing, just would like to not feel hungry 24/7. Hoping to get off another eight pounds minimum over the next 8-12 weeks. Then have to figure out how to stabalize or taper to slower loss.
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In other news I'm still feeling gradually better except for some left over neck and tail bone pain, once in awhile some brain fog, but tired. (maybe the food thing).
I am ready to get back on my horse. Soon as I have my new helmet here, want to start rockin' some miles on the Spotted One. All I can say is stuff happens....now lets get on with it. We need to point at another 50 miles (probably back to back LD's) maybe, in October.
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